Jesus Unemployed

Each one pursues his own work in God’s name and believes this is what God is up to and is passionately burdened with right now. Belief in God has imploded into people believing in themselves. What is absent in this journey of faith? Is it the lack of hearing and discerning God, or is it disobedience, living and acting according to convenience, or simply the lack of knowledge of the truth, the inability to let go of tradition or the fear of the new?

If Jesus says, “I will build my church”, why then are we so busy building His church? If Church is the body of Christ, which is formed by every one voluntarily binding him/herself to Jesus and to each other, why then is there much disunity, malfunction, retarded developments and cocooned factions in the body of Christ? This doesn’t give the picture of the spotless bride that Jesus wants to marry and live happily ever after. How difficult are we yet going to make it for Jesus to build his Church? When will we resign from the job that is not originally ours and give it over to the right person Jesus who really really longs and waits with passion to build His Church. Any way it is his body; will we at all let him take care of his own body? If anyone messes around with another’s body, it is called violence and rape. We have not only made Jesus unemployed but we also forcefully plunder him.

And we do all these firmly believing that it is God’s will. What ignorance has overtaken us! So we work and work even harder and we run and run until we hit the brick wall and are not willing to learn the lesson. We will not resign and give the job over to the one who is rightly and truly authorized for the job.

Basically, we don’t want to trust Jesus with his job. We know better how to build churches. Therefore we sacrifice everything, even the job that is assigned for us: to be in unity with the Father and his son Jesus, SO THAT the world may believe in the one that was sent. “Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” “May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me”. Here, Jesus, gives an important and valid tip on how to let the whole world know about him. Global evangelisation demands the lifestyle of unity of Jesus’ body. He also gave the most helpful tip on how to unite, to become one like he is with his Father: “All I have is yours and all you have is mine”. When the churches and mission organizations around the globe could honestly say this to each other and mean it then we can experience Psalm 133; his blessing and his life.

So far the world has recognized Jesus as a swear word but not yet as the Word, the sent one who deeply loves them. Why? What are we reflecting on this world? Disunity, despair, jealousy, competition, factions and divisions, selfishness, and the list can go on. Jesus even prays to his father about the glory that he has given to his believers, which his father had given him, so that we believers are one just like he and his father are one. Whatever happened to this glory that he is talking about! Where did we loose this glory? Why no one gives even a little consideration to look for it that which we have lost? Is this glory the main component that keeps us as one? Have we lost it or forgotten it? Do we at all care for it or do we ignore it because we want to build OUR churches?

Jesus is longing for you and me to resign and retire so that he can take his rightful place as the architect and master-builder and do what he knows best to do, build his Church. The one through whom the whole universe came into existence is absolutely able to create his own Bride. Jesus has been lonely for a long time now, let’s unite so he can celebrate the most exciting day of his life: his wedding.

Let’s employ Jesus again and allow him to build his Church and let’s indulge ourselves to unite until the Body of Jesus becomes ONE. As we unite to oneness Jesus will be easily able to build his Church. If we could earnestly say to the other part of our body: “all I have is yours and all you have is mine”, then we know we are one. Then we are dressed worthy for the wedding banquet.

It’s Time To Re-do The Garden

Often we pray that God will not allow us to preach that, which we don’t practice or live in our own lives. (As surely as God listens to prayers, he lets us go through certain times of ‘learning by doing’.) When the going gets tough that’s when we stop to think, “wait, what did I pray?” Some of these moments are quite intense, long winding and tiring. It costs almost all of our strength, effort, faith, patience, vulnerability and helplessness as we search and strive to figure out what God wants to teach us. He allows all this to happen to test how far we would reach with our own wisdom, minds, knowledge, experience and self. Then comes this time of physical, emotional, mental and spiritual exhaustion after we expend all of our available resources towards the achievement of an answer and just self-surrender. God allows us to come to this place and then he intervenes to teach the core message that we have been trying to discover all by our own means. In acute and urgent cases we seek him through fasting and prayer.

One such moment has been the re-doing of our garden. Since 2005, we live in a small village of 351 people here in the Black Forest of Germany that has just one vending machine for chewing gums, nothing else. No other shops or Cafe or restaurants. It is a beautiful village with vineyards, cherry, plum and apple trees, cows and tractors. Most of the villagers are farmers and work at their land. The average German admires perfection, the country side German idolizes it.

The garden around our house is like a sore thumb in this village. It is considerably big and both Wolf and me have less green fingers. Plus for many other reasons, this garden has not been really taken care of for the last 13 years. Since we moved in here 4 years ago, it has bothered me to have an untidy garden in a small village like ours. We did our best to pull out weeds, to trim plants, cut back the over grown trees and we were even able to afford to get a tree cutter to cut down 13 trees, that blocked sunlight and air around our house. And yet the garden is an unfinished task. It needs new lawn, new hedge trees, a fence, stone path, so the car doesn’t get stuck in the mud and loads of digging and moving heavy stones.

For 4 years now I have been praying, asking help from friends, pleading, nagging, and forcing Wolf to do something about the pathetic condition of our garden. We even had 3 different gardeners come and help us suggest an easy-care garden. They also left behind sheets of unaffordable estimated cost. Winter is almost gone, the snow has thawed and Spring reveals the ugliness of our garden again for this year.

It is frustrating for me since I live here everyday and being an Auslaender, outsider (not a pleasant word for non-natives), people look down on us too for not tending the garden as any normal German would do. Discouraged and disheartened after any possible attempt to fix the garden, I brought this situation also today before God like I have done for the last four years. And it was different.

Suddenly, God opened my mind to think things that I have in all these four years never thought of. He started to show me that there are reasons why we are allowed to go through this frustration and discouragement. Gardening is at the heart of God. Firstly, he created a grand garden for Adam and Eve in this world that gave the purpose of their lives – to tend the garden and defend it from the enemy. Secondly, in the garden he met the first humans every evening and they shared lives.

From here on my mind rushed to the “gardens” of the Kingdom of God, that Paul describes as areas that are measured out by God to his gardeners for the advancement of his kingdom:

We, however, will not boast beyond proper limits, but will confine our boasting to the field God has assigned to us, a field that reaches even to you. We are not going too far in our boasting, as wo uld be the case if we had not come to you, for we did get as far as you with the gospel of Christ. Neither do we go beyond our limits by boasting of work done by others. Our hope is that, as your faith continues to grow, our area of activity among you will greatly expand, so that we can preach the gospel in the regions beyond you. For we do not want to boast about work already done in another man’s territory. But, “Let him who boasts boast in the Lord.” For it is not the one who commends himself who is approved, but the one whom the Lord commends. 2 Cor 10:13-18

There are many many desolate gardens everywhere. Gardens that need to be fixed from the scratch, like our own garden. Gardens that are trampled by everyone and everything, from false foundation to false teaching to false mission. Gardens that are not given the proper care because the hands of the garden owners, (apostles and prophets) who work at it are tied up. They survive by making tents. As long as we build on the foundation of pastors, evangelists and teachers, we will have aliens (disunity) among us; we will continue division in the body of Christ.

Consequently, you are no longer foreigners and aliens, but fellow citizens with God’s people and members of God’s household, built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the chief cornerstone. Ep 2:19,20

I’ve been asking God almost everyday how long will my garden remain unusable? God takes us through this frustration with our own garden to reveal to us his own pain about his gardens and the heavy cost to pay to redo it. It costs our very lives to serve in the Kingdom, to see his garden established. This was God’s answer to Jeremiah’s complaint when he was in such a situation.

Many shepherds will ruin my vineyard and trample down my field; they will turn my pleasant field into a desolate wasteland. It will be made a wasteland, parched and desolate before me; the whole land will be laid waste because there is no one who cares. Jer 12:10,11

How dare we trample his garden for our own self-consumption, with ‘what is in it for me?’ attitude. The gardens of God that he can make use of again, to meet his people and give purpose for their lives need the foundations of the apostles and the prophets. Right now, they are treated as Auslaender (outsiders) and the church barely acknowledges their existence. Their hands are tied, because most of the resources are wasted into churchy programs and events that are run by pastors and evangelists who cater to the ever consuming Christians. We have a market shaped church. God’s voice is replaced by programs and we don’t see God really walk in the cool of the day in our churches anymore. We are led to feel the presence of God through lulling music, but not really touch him, sit with him, talk to him, hear him, exchange lives with him.

See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant.” Jer 1:10

This is what needs to happen everywhere. It is time to re-do the garden; every stone has to be turned upside down. We need to break the ground, uproot unnecessary wild bush that block sunlight and fresh air, tear down old structures, destroy weeds, and overthrow wrong foundations and build according to the patterns of heaven to see his Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven. We need to uproot market shaped Christianity and plant Kingdom shaped Church. We need to move along with the Holy Spirit to a Kingdom mind-set. As we do that God will rearrange and rebuild the church on the true apostolic and prophetic foundation. Imagine how his garden will look like in the area of money, sex, power and church! Imagine the non-Christian neighbors in your area watch and wonder your garden grow that brings forth Kingdom fruits that remain! Imagine the heart of the creator bubbling with joy to see his garden tended carefully and defended from enemies.

Pray and ask God how you could contribute your resources to see Kingdom shaped gardens flourish in your region and beyond.

Soar Throat is Almost Over

It’s been a while since we posted anything on our blog. In the past few weeks we have been on the roller-coaster of our lives. Almost the whole winter we have been fighting cold and fever one at a time, we do cough still. Today is the last day of school for our children before the Spring break begins. We are all very much looking forward for this 2 weeks of no school.

We do have plans to go to India for 9 days. The last time my mom saw our three sons was in 2003. She is very excited to see our physically grown up kids. We’ll spend five days together with my parents and return back . The next day Wolf leaves to South Africa. It’s a great privilege to share our lives with you. Please hold us in your prayers as we travel. Thank you to all those who involve in our lives in many different ways.

Who needs revival – when you can have the Kingdom?

Here is a short comment on the prayer day that we were privileged to be part of on the 28 of February 2009.

It is clear that when a nation’s values become corrupted God has to “uproot and tear down, destroy and overthrow,” before he can “build-up and plant” (Jeremiah 1.10). That is what is happening in Britain and the whole of western society today.

It was a significant prophetic event that now desperately needs an apostolic implementation. The various prophetic words that were given there now need a place for gestation.

As usual and unavoidable the direct competitors of this emerging apostolic age are the cry for more old-fashioned religious and evangelistic activism, more and even more prayer activity to serve the ‘church-as-we-know-it’ based vision of revivalism. Who needs, however, revival, if we can have the Kingdom? God’s plans are far, far greater than a return to revivalistic patterns; it is the modeling of the Kingdom in the area of a kingdom shaped church, and from there towards revolutionizing family, education, culture, business and politics to reestablish a model nation, a city on the hill. Only that will be able to build an authentic platform to re-engage and thus re-evangelize Britain with the Gospel of the Kingdom.

A kingdom revolution is at hand. Who willingly will shoulder this?

Who of those within existing structures are ready to realign towards Kingdom accuracy?

We need both revolutionists and reformers who will readily put aside their own self-agendas to see “your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven“.

The Shaking of the Nations

On Dec 11th 2008, 80 Christian leaders in the UK, from most branches of the church, from both Houses of Parliament, business and education met in the House of the Lords to consider the moral and spiritual implications of the financial crisis.

Rev. Dr. Clifford Hill, a man of God’s word spoke here on the significance of the nations of the world being shaken. It is an important and rare message for today. Is God still in control? Does he still intervene?

He says, “The speed with which the financial crisis has developed is amazing and the extent to which has already reached into the hearts of nation after nation. There are probably no nation that are totally secured and isolated from the effects of this crisis. It is the rich and the most powerful nations who are at greatest risks whose wealth and affluent lifestyle are almost threatened.”

On the 28th of February 2009, leaders from the fields of education, church, government, media, business, health and community are gathering together for a special day of prayer in Westminster to wait on God because of the troubled state of the United Kingdom. Its a great privilege for Wolf and me to participate in it. Please pray along wherever you are that God will give to his church his clear mandate and instructions.

Click here for the audio recording of the main talk by Rev. Dr. Clifford Hill.